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on contentedness.

on equilibrium.

on understanding.

on happiness.

right now my only discipline is suffering, how to punish in the name of greater good. i will withhold the joy of swimming laps in the pool solely because i am convinced i must finish whatever my current obsessive task i am doing at that moment.

struggle is my religion. the fight, my ritual.

this needs to change.

however do i begin?